there are so many things I did not know or I had been ignoring, I think it is not easy to be awake not to miss the moment to get all informations which are bad or good .
I have been stuck in front of computer and drawing desk at my work, not talking with friends, not paying attention to what is happning around me, putting headphone with loud music.
I just tried to focus on what I need to do..
and then before I leave work today, I talked with some of my friends and they woke me up.
the information I got from my friend today, made me feel appriciation for the place I can be, I am still ok, I can draw, and paint whatever I want to.not only I need to.